So here it goes

So today is the day. What day you may ask? The day my medication changes. It may not seem like a big deal. But it is, anyone who has been on medication for a long time knows that any tweaks to it fuck with your body.

I am sat here after I had to have a baseline bloodtest, the reason for that is the new medication I am going on can fuck with your liver and thyroid. So I have to have regular blood tests to make sure that doesn't happen.

I know the next few months are going to be a fuckfest of roller-coaster emotions. It is bad enough having just one of your medications tweaked, but when literally all of mine are being adjusted and I am starting on a new one. It is going to be fucking hard. So apologies to my friends and family if I just shut down and go into zombie mode. Or the opposite may happen and I'll be thinking I'm Jesus or something.

But it is Friday (Fuck me remembering what day of the week it is) and I have made it to the weekend. I had a lot of hugs from people today. Which I enjoyed. Random acts of kindness from people, it honestly does go a long way.

I know I am going to have some pretty dark days over the next few months whilst my body adjusts to the changes that is being forced upon it. But it will be for the greater good and all that I hope.

I am going to be doing a new rating system I'm calling it the "fucked" system so from 1 - 5. 1 being I am totally fucking fucked and I can't fucking be bothered to 5 being fuck yeah I am fucking jesus and I am your lord.

So I would say I am around about three at the moment...which is kinda like fuck yeah weekend is here...but fucking hell Glenn you fucking dick you are going to be taking medication which is probably going to give you side affects.

I am not going to look at what side affects as I kinda got put off when it said it can cause proper bad blisters. I really don't want to look like something that has escaped from a nuclear fucking fallout.

Anyway people, have a good weekend. I shall update this tomorrow to let you all know how I am getting on with day 1.5 of new drug day (it starts tonight)

Glenn

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